weird feelings... wanna cry... :'(

my weird feelings came bac to me again... :(
is lik my life hv no more meaning...
this few days i just sleep , watch tv n' sleep n' watch tv.... continuously...
now my feelings is weird... i feel bad...
why m i having this...
why m i suffering...
why... why... why...
i'm ugly, i hv no talent, i hv nothing........
why.......
i feel so bad now...
i really hv no memories...
why... everything tat happened i'll raelly forget in a day or few...
now i hv many pressure in me...
1 of it is maybe i havent finish my homework yet...
haihhhh............... arggggggggggggghhhhhhhh........
heeeeeellllllllllllpppppppppp.........
i really need a girlfriend or boyfriend to talk to...
i hv no1 to talk to only my soft toys... :P
lik i'm in a wonderland..
talking to them..
but i hv no1 to talk to...
i really wish i could hv a bf or gf to talk to...
i really need 1....
pllllssssss.....
i really dunno wat to do... pls help me...
why do i feel lik this...