Haih... another sad, emo day for me...
just dunno why...
today went to Sunway wif me fwens...
shopping... "hang gai" only... then watch a movie " New In Town"
quite a nice movie to c for me... coz i lik some culture old-storyline movie...
when i'm at Sunway or as i could say any mall...
i'll always be sort of emo looking...
this is coz i'm lack of confidence of meself...
i always think tat tat's some1 better than me... n' i'm sososo ugly...
so i just walking lik a dead man... "a body wif no soul"...
haiz... it's kind of sad to myself...
just dunno why other ppl could be happy even though ppl talk about them...
i'm so curious it... which tat i could learn from them...
haizz... change to the movie k...
the movie is quite nice... n' there a part tat i saw the scrapbook...
wow... i'm interest of making 1 of mine... is so nice n' memorial...
after the movie me n' me fwens went "shopping" again...
i was goin into many teddy shops... so they must be thinking i'm weird... :P
haha... i'm just a dreamland boy... " guy " as i look much older than my ordinary age...
i just hv to talk to my ownself or some of my teddys... : )
so lame rite... haha... but it's true...
coz i really don hv any true fwens tat i could count on...
all of my fwen ald hv their partners n' more...
but i'm kind of the only 1??? haih..
n' for more i think they kinda hate me or somethin???
maybe i'm too sensitive... coz at skul i don talk...
i just act lik a "dead-man" lying around being an emo guy...
haih... pls help me man... i so suffering...
now the new skul is more complicating...
research... presentation... research... presentation...
i don know if this is good for me or not...
i hope tat i didnt choose the wrong decision again...
hv been for a couple of years i didnt post anything in my blog...
hope tat all my dreams in my mind would came true...

today... c the daily horoscope from the lilian too website...
n' it say tat i would find a very good career... but i must act fast...
but it's lik tricking me... arghhh... :'(

everyday i worried about my homework n' more...
dunno why must i worry so much...
i'm stressed about it...
this week i need to pass up the physic reseach report....
follow by the research report... i hv another eng presentation...
n' everytime i hv a presentation... i'll always be nervous...
coz i hv said tat i lack of confidence... haih...
n' i'll be so sad after the presentation... coz i noe i didnt did me best...
in my mind... i think of the best presentation i could come wif...
but when i'm out... i'm sooosooosoo nervous... i'll forget all the scripts...
haih... hhhhheeeeeelllllllllppppppppp...
hv to start my research i think... if i'm not lazy right now...
chat later again tommorow i think...
wish tat i'm not lazy to post... : P

night... : P